Something about life

Feeling A Bit Lonely A Bit Sad
Dont Know The Problem With This Lad
She Is Seeming A Bit Low
Not Able To Manage The Life Flow

Stagnent As A Lake, Stuck Like Mud
Where Has She Lost Her Luck
Gloomy And Sad She Sits In A Chamber
Hiding Her Face She Cries In The Corner

Surrounded With The Memories
She Tries To Catch Hold Of Them
What She Gets Is Just Air
Hands Are Empty And Bare

She Is Hurt - Hurt She Is
No One Checks The Reasons For This
Making Everyone Smile She Hides Her Tears
That Is Where Her Strength Exists

What To Say And What To Not
Sometimes Life Is A Rot
Going With It Is Not As Easy As Said
But Easy Is Not What Life Is All About

Life - Part 1

Today when I reached home..things were seeming very different. I did not wanted to have my food today. I just wanted to go and sleep and think about all what happened today...

After an hour - it was at last time to go to bed...I always wait for that moment not because I am tired - but because that is the only time I have for MEE, I can think about me - Aanchal.

So, as soon as I went to bed - i could feel a shiver in my body - It was not due to cold weather - it was because of what happened today
It was my first Exam - it didn't go right..Ahh as always I was sad - and I dont know what made me call someone who i knew from a couple of months..cant say a friend ofcourse.

I was wearing my favourite green suit

I called him after my exam was over- he being a home since it was a saturday came over to meet me - It was strange but it was OK.
Me, My friend Nupur and Him - we all went to Mc-donalds to have something. I dont know but i was not very comfertable with them. I could see them talking with there eyes - then food came and we were all eating. After we finished - i was resing my hand on the table. I suddenly felt him glaring at me. I felt as if he wanted to hold my hand..

I felt more uncomfertable - suddenly Nupur said she has to leave as it is getting for her to reach home - ofcourse I was getting late too.
So, we left nupur at the bus stop and I too prepared to leave - though i dont wanted to. Suddenly he said would you mind staying for a while - i dont know what made me said YES..

We were just waking on the side lane and then chose a corner to sit together.
He was looking at me and suddenly said "Aanchal I think I like you" He held my hand tightly and then kept his hand on my shoulder.

It was the first time i felt something different - something out of the world -  that first touch from someone.

He saw my face - i was so scared by his move. He suddanly realised maybe he is too fast. He asked me do u want me to remove my hand off your shoulders - and i nodded "Yes".

I got a call from my parents - i had to run home as it was late...my house was just walking distance from where we were - I started for my home and waved him goodbye..as i saw behind he was standing there waving to me till i was out of sight.

So, as i was thinking about all this - i was shivering, i was scared, and I suddenly got a SMS from him - "Dont be scared honey", I am not a monster who would eat you up"

I started smiling but got high fever. I was really scared of what happend...